I will tell you my dark secrets.
They are my thoughts, spoken words, gestures and deeds that I call bad. It is not that I want to harm anyone. Well, what goes on in people who harm others? I have harmed people but maybe not knowingly or willingly.
When I want someone to think like me because if they don’t I’m afraid to lose my face, space, possessions, my life? Then I might go and manipulate them? Ok, ok, old story….
What I really mean is I am still at this business of harshly judging myself, even sentence myself to death just so someone else might not kill or torture me into their ways. I am not living in a country where I am in danger. So why do I feel these extremes in me??
I’ll tell you what, I am actually bored to even analyze this! All I really want now is to relax and admire all the good there is about me and laugh! Do myself loads of favors for a change! I need to say this to you because I need help to do so. I keep slipping back into my old habits. Please, take these words out of my mouth and transform them with your light into laughter!
I know you’ll do anything to help when I ask you. I love you from the bottom of my heart and deeply appreciate you when I remember you are there. I wish I would remember you more often.
To come to a closing here I have one more wish. Please send me someone who loves the songs I sing and will play the guitar for me. Many thanks in advance.
Yeah, I’m happy now 🙂 I totally forgot about my dark secrets….
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